Classic CAUSA 066 Liam
Today’s “Liam – Round Two” brings to a close the fearless friends Liam & Freddie whose appearances on ClubAmateurUSA changed the course of the site in terms of its success. In 2017, Liam turned 35, and is still living in the Valley. As I wrote about him many years ago, Liam’s participation in CAUSA videos changed the course of his life in that a couple of years after this last video, Liam emailed me to share that he’d been partnered with another man for about a year & was learning to love & accept himself as a gay man. So, from his first shoot to his second & beyond, an awakening within him occurred. That’s pretty awesome, and here’s my analysis of this shoot from August 2004:
You’ve got a boatload of irony when you’re doing everything within your power to elicit a specific response from someone, and unbeknownst to you, that person has made a conscious decision not to give such a response and is concentrated effort to not do so. Thus, my “Round Two” shoot with Liam…
At the end of the shoot, I commented to Liam that I thought he was more nervous this time than he was his first time. That’s when he told me that he was concentrating to not be as loud.
Well, phuq… And there I was having spent the previous 45 minutes trying to get him to moan & groan and gasp & thrash and do all of those things that made his “A Rug & A Tug” shoot so phenomenal. Sassafrassin’…
So, I emailed Liam to find out why he chose to be less vocal and was concentrating to be so. Here’s what he had to say back to me:
No my reason for not being as vocal this time was not that intentional. I was concentrating on the experience more than anything, it was something so new to me i did not really know how to react. In the first shoot i kind of knew what to expect a little massage and then a jack off session, with the round two i had a guy giving me head plus licking my asshole so it was really different especially every time i felt the goatee that would really send you on a loop. Then of course i had to concentrate on not blowing my load too early cause i had not jacked off in so long and i was eager to let it go. I think that should sum it all up if not let me know and i will fill in the blanks.
Guess that does sum it up, but I suspect that the vocality (yes, I just made up a new word, and I like it. lol) in Liam’s first video would lead anyone watching it to believe that the str8 guy enjoyed himself a little too much. So, there may be some subconscious reverse psychology to not give too many visual and audible indicators — to not be “too gay,” as it were.
Shortly after Freddie’s “Round Two” video appeared on the site, his communication with me became very matter of fact and infrequent. Then I received an email that he was removing me from his “Network” on our favorite sex & swingers’ site. I was told that there was a new roommate in the apartment, and Freddie wanted to keep a low profile regarding their adult video activities.
Okay, I could buy that…
But still in the back of my mind, I felt that something was amiss. Liam was to have been in touch to schedule his “Round Two” shoot, and I didn’t hear from him. Then toward the end of July, I got an email from Freddie that basically said, “Fuck it, I don’t care what people say.” So, of course, I knew then that my suspicions had been correct. There were issues with others and what the guys were doing on video.
So, I was surprised when two weeks ago, I received email from Liam saying that he was ready for his second shoot. We scheduled it for last Sunday, but he didn’t arrive back into town till late.
Luckily, one of my already-scheduled shoots for yesterday (Sunday) was a dud, and I was able to squeeze Liam in the afternoon after I received email from him stating that he was available and ready. One of the first things that I learned from Doug over at ASG is that you shoot when the…uhm…iron is hot, so to speak. When a straight guy is in the right mindset to do more on video, you grab the camera and get to work. If you delay a day or more, you may find that the str8 guy has come to his senses and decided against letting the gay guy play with him on video. LOL
Since Liam had not gotten off in four days, his cawk was raring to go regardless of the fact that mentally he was holding himself back (on several different levels). A couple of times, I opened my eyes and glanced up to find Liam looking down watching me swallow his cawk. DAYUM!
Enjoy Liam’s much more subdued “Round Two”! At least we know from his email response, he was enjoying himself (sans the goatee) and concentrating to not cum too early.
Please note that when Liam emailed me two weeks ago and we setup the original shoot time, I asked him not to shave his pubes. So, he’s got a nice two week patch of growth down below. You’re welcome. LOL!
CB ~ Casey Black ~ Messing. With. TexAZ. ©
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