CAUSA 492 Tate
When Tate got in touch a couple of weeks ago indicating his interest in returning to CAUSA video, admittedly, I had to take pause because of a conversation we shared last year in which he disclosed that he had gotten married & put on some weight. Now, for me personally, given my lifelong struggle to achieve a healthy weight, Tate’s revelation, per se, was of no consequence. I’ve always had a broad definition of beauty and sexy is as sexy does. Unfortunately, I work in an industry where my definitions don’t map to the broader populace (especially within the community & consumers of my content). As I have been hurtfully aware since coming of age in the late 80s, in the gay community only the pretty people get to have pretty, perfect sex — especially when provided as a commodity and / or service.
Well, that was up until my return to producing & the role of Casey Black in August 2011 where for the first time in my “adult” career I heard directly from all of you via social media apps such as Grindr & Scruff (my usage of Jack’d, Hornet, & GROWLr came later). The resounding message that I heard was that through me, my content for ClubAmateurUSA provided hope & confidence to other men — and yes, teenage boys, as well — who didn’t fit the “ideal” expectations of our community. To hear that CAUSA videos helped coming-of-age “gaybies” (although they should not have been viewing my content prior to turning 18 years of age) to find the courage to accept their physical state of being as is, well, it was emotionally overwhelming, inspiring, & another life’s lesson for me.
So, with Tate’s renewed interest, I again had to face those preconceived notions & attitudes that defined me for many, many years & confront them head on, and his re-appearance on CAUSA today should provide everyone with clear evidence that ClubAmateurUSA is truly about beauty in diversity & representative of the world in which we live.
Now, as to this shoot with Tate ten years later, I experienced deja vu several times throughout filming — having forgotten just how sensitive Tate’s cockhead truly is. Additionally, I pushed him to his limits several times during the prostate play.
Recalling Tate’s first four shoots from November 2005 to February 2007, I knew & know that one of his biggest challenges is relinquishing control. So, my goal going into this his fifth shoot for ClubAmateurUSA so many years later was to take that control from him. It was a struggle for us both & finally required an active dialog on my part for Tate to finally let go, let god. Resistance is futile. 😉
Overall, Tate’s sensitivity & introduction to direct prostate stimulation makes for one helluva video & return to the CAUSA massage table. So, from a very barely-legal (12 days after his 18th birthday), heavy-hangin’ 18 year old to a 27 year old, heavy-hangin’ cub, I am proud to re-introduce Tate to all of you — ClubAmateurUSA’s newest “cHUNK”!
CB ~ Casey Black ~ Messing. With. TexAZ. ©